Been a long while

It's been a long frigging while since I've updated my blog. To be honest, I just ended up getting really busy with life. Also I kind have substituted other things for it. I started tweeting sadly. I tend to tweet at least once a day about what I'm doing, I find it quite therapeutic actually. Of course I don't have followers but its nice to like log your day sorta.

Updates?
There are a few things that have changed since I disappeared. The most notable is my love life is in shambles at the moment. I was kinda dating this girl for a while and we were getting serious and without revealing too much details everything went down the drain. I'm a bit bummed about it all, I think I've reached the age where I want to find someone to share my life with, I want to settle down, start my own family... cheesy I know. I get jealous seeing all my friends beginning new adventures, starting new lives with their families, getting married... etc. I wish it were me, but of course with someone I love. I think that's the problem though, everyone I love or loved, never loves me back. I must be cursed.

Anyhow I am in love again... but things aren't looking too bright. It's someone very special to me though...Raisa!

What else...

I've kind of actually stopped playing video games :O! shocker I know. I hardly touch my console anymore, actually I just got some new games and I didn't even have the ganas to play them. I was like why did I even buy it? I think I'm either always too tired and busy now or I've grown out of it....

I'm trying to lose weight, seriously this time. I've gained significant weight since my early college days. It's embarrassing, my goal is to go back to the weight I had when I had just moved back to Belize from Guatemala some 7 years ago. Who know's maybe it helps with the love life.. I hope!

I've been trying to be more outgoing lately. I try to hang out with friends as much as possible, I go on trips... and I've started to visit family and go to the reunions. I feel weird, sometimes... I usually always just rather stay at home done go out but I realize if I put myself out there, I have more chances of life throwing my a pleasant curve ball.

I want to start a business of my own, I don't want to just have a job and live off my pay check. I want something of my own...I'm trying to start something on my own and I hope it works out. What is life without ambition. Actually my friend's fiance inspired me a bit to get out there. He is pretty young and quite successful. I wanna be like him when I grow up, ha.

I think I might be writing more blogs. maybe.

maybe not.

Should I text her? I miss you.

Its been a while...

Quick updates:

Knight died... tragic. We were all saddened by his untimely death, taken away from us really. I wish I could catch the guy.

I was planning on buying a dog for my dad's birthday but things changed when that happened and I ended up going to get a dog for myself. I ended up bring back two adorable huskies. Male and female. The male is brown with blue eyes and the female black like knight was. Their names are Kodiak and Zelda.


The job has been getting better, its been a year now since Ive started...

er i ended up getting a windows laptop by the way. I couldn't justify the price mac wanted for their low specs. its pretty neato too I have no complaints, major improvement over my last.

Quad processor 1.8 Ghz , 8GB memory 1TB HD, 1GB Nvidia video card.... it goes on... fucked up thing is the first day i got it i noticed an annoying squeak from the keyboard. Naturally being the guy I am, I popped that sucker open and went at solving the problem. PS: Pencil dust is a good lubricant for squeaks...