Been a long while

It's been a long frigging while since I've updated my blog. To be honest, I just ended up getting really busy with life. Also I kind have substituted other things for it. I started tweeting sadly. I tend to tweet at least once a day about what I'm doing, I find it quite therapeutic actually. Of course I don't have followers but its nice to like log your day sorta.

Updates?
There are a few things that have changed since I disappeared. The most notable is my love life is in shambles at the moment. I was kinda dating this girl for a while and we were getting serious and without revealing too much details everything went down the drain. I'm a bit bummed about it all, I think I've reached the age where I want to find someone to share my life with, I want to settle down, start my own family... cheesy I know. I get jealous seeing all my friends beginning new adventures, starting new lives with their families, getting married... etc. I wish it were me, but of course with someone I love. I think that's the problem though, everyone I love or loved, never loves me back. I must be cursed.

Anyhow I am in love again... but things aren't looking too bright. It's someone very special to me though...Raisa!

What else...

I've kind of actually stopped playing video games :O! shocker I know. I hardly touch my console anymore, actually I just got some new games and I didn't even have the ganas to play them. I was like why did I even buy it? I think I'm either always too tired and busy now or I've grown out of it....

I'm trying to lose weight, seriously this time. I've gained significant weight since my early college days. It's embarrassing, my goal is to go back to the weight I had when I had just moved back to Belize from Guatemala some 7 years ago. Who know's maybe it helps with the love life.. I hope!

I've been trying to be more outgoing lately. I try to hang out with friends as much as possible, I go on trips... and I've started to visit family and go to the reunions. I feel weird, sometimes... I usually always just rather stay at home done go out but I realize if I put myself out there, I have more chances of life throwing my a pleasant curve ball.

I want to start a business of my own, I don't want to just have a job and live off my pay check. I want something of my own...I'm trying to start something on my own and I hope it works out. What is life without ambition. Actually my friend's fiance inspired me a bit to get out there. He is pretty young and quite successful. I wanna be like him when I grow up, ha.

I think I might be writing more blogs. maybe.

maybe not.

Should I text her? I miss you.