Transition

I am in a transition period... my life at the moment is trying to balance itself on a beach ball in the water. I have been secretly applying to scholarships and colleges to pursue my studies further. I say secretly because I've recently, early this year started this new job and they wanted someone on a long term basis... but to be fair I told them that I wanted to continue studying during my interview back in February.

So yes, I was getting tired of commuting daily to Belmopan everyday and decided I was gonna rent an apartment here... sure enough I find one.... and then with the luck I have I get an email saying, your being considered for this scholarship... so I'm like ok? If I get it, I would leave sometime January, so now it makes no sense to relocate and make commitments to an apartment I might not even have time to use.

I've been waiting for the past month for an official decision, but alas I might not hear anything till October. I already have the job I would have if I had a masters... I don't know if I should leave and go or stay, I don't even know if I'll get to go... things are confusing.


I download a shitload of tv shows and stuff and finally got around watching them for my lunch breaks and weekend... I started this show Heroes, and I have to say its a bit interesting...

The annoying supervisor is on two weeks vacation, therefore I am on a two weeks vacation...

My right nostril is itching and makes me sneeze every so often I might be catching a cold...

Elba's birthday is coming up and I am thinking about buying her a PS3 for her bday, she just broke up with her boyfriend of 4 years and is missing Little Big Planet dearly... yes she is my bff.

UB is back in session so lately its been a pain in the ass to get a seat on the 6:30 a.m. Express...

Some days I just want to shave my head bald and be done with it, its so long now all I can do is tie it back like a pirate....

There are physical changes that have begun to arise that have prompted me to take action, I hate what I've become...

Pancho went back to Tampa this past Friday and does not have a working console, no zombie slaying for him in a while...

My birthday recently passed and I don't like to tell people my birthday but its fun to see who out of the few that do know remembers... as per tradition my dad cooked around 4 large pizzas and we ravaged that sommabich!

Someone asked me to fix a laptop that was not broken...

My brother's girlfriend is back from working at Disney for her internship, we've begun our weekend anime binging routines we use to do. She is way behind in Bleach but surprisingly up to date in Naruto, she had been converted a long time ago...

Sometimes I dwell in the past and imagine what could have been...

I have an alter ego that has a robotic arm for some reason...

I own both an iphone and an ipod touch, idiotic i know...

www.Surfthechannel.com has almost every episode of a show you'll need, just in case you were in chetumal and missed your favorite show...

Family went to chetumal this weekend over night to celebrate my birthday, I didn't go...

My dad's blood type is O- and routinely donates blood, I still don't know my own blood type...

I have to go now, I'm getting a lot of support calls.