Crap, crap, crap, CRAP!

GOD! RAWR! I'm so mad at myself right now. This has got to be the most fucked up week I've ever had at school. First off I had like two big assignments due on the same day for the same class, one was a lab report the other an assignment. This woman just keeps loading us with tons of work weekly, and hers is not the only class I'm taking damn it! And on top of that I had to prepare for three different tests all on the same week.


But oh no, that was not all, there had to have icing do go along with this cake of doom.... Whilst doing my lab report (group members were worthless in helping) and assignment for that wretched class... I used my flash drive to transfer some of my work over to a friend that wanted to copy from me and in all the rush of things to get my work done and get to class on time, I forgot it at the computer lab. I realized like ten minutes after I left but the time I got back it was GONE~!... GONE! All my works, assignments everything... everything. GAH! I loved that lil flash drive too, sooo small and sexy. GRRRR!

Bad fucking week man. And this upcoming one is no easier... I have two presentations to do on Monday and one is like fucking MAJOR. Have to have a program built that runs over a network, an ATM bank program does transactions etc. So now I have to build that rass by the end of today and get presentation for it ready for Monday and one of my group members have been in an accident and stopped school for this semester due to it and the other one well, ha he is just to complacent and not give a damn about anything. And the other presentation I've done my part but my group members have not submitted their parts yet and shit is due Monday man! and I don't even know how we're gonna get a projector for that if we even do!

FUCK, CRAP!
I HATE SCHOOL AND I HATE PEOPLE!

Resident Evil : Extinction

I'm so pissed right now man! They were advertising all over how they were going to premiere the new RE movie too and boom, when I go to buy the tickets the woman at the booth says they have just been informed that the movie didn't make it. GOD DAMNIT! They should be sued for false advertisement!

 

sooo mad right now...

Backbone

It's amazing how much a little cruelty can change a person. I don't know but people might consider me to be a "meanie"? I more think I'm just frank and blunt, I tend to speak my feelings and my mind whatever intentions or thoughts might linger on them at the time. So I can be very blunt and shocking for people that don't know me, and at the same time very humorous for the ones that do. I think most of my friends find me entertaining because of that same attitude I have towards everyone and everything and they take it as joke, and laugh about it. Heck I'm glad they take it that way haha?

Anyhow, there are the other type of people that are always, super friendly, sociable, overachieving gah.... this annoys me beyond all reason. I myself don't know why, but it doesn't annoy me when they are that way with others but rather when they try to bring that persona my way. And their stupid personality most naturally conflicts with mine and boom! A whole heap of shit.

Rather recently I had a person annoying me with the whole "true love" dilemma. It turned me off more than anything the persistence of this person, and saying crap that were SO mushy. Gah! Don't get me wrong, when I like someone I can warm up a bit but deep down, I think I'm always gonna be a bit of an asshole. And I feel sorry for the people that warm up to my more sensitive side because then they are not prepared for "me". After totally being turned of by this person I guess the real me seeped out and I kinda bombarded the person. So yes I was a bit cruel to her, but it was never my intention just, its who I am? I can't help it that I piss people off, although I must say its rather amusing.... meh I don't know what wrong with me, but I wont change, and I like the person I am... it works for me.

So yes, its amazing how a bit of cruelty can change a person. As I have changed, with the same experience I had bestowed on this person to become the person I am today, so has she changed. Finally some backbone, finally not so annoying. I'm proud. Sadly we all change with the things that are thrown our way in life. That I guess is the sucky part. No matter how hard you try, life experiences just changes someone and you'll never be the person you were 3 years ago, or even 2.

I had a person I have to admit I was very much in love with. I think I still am, ...might be the source of my bitterness? ha who knows. I know for sure that whatever I had, its over with; no matter how long it took me to accept this. But after what I went through there, I was never the same. It made me who I am today, and I have to believe it was meant to be? Heck even she in just one short year abroad changed, after coming back she was such a different person. From the eccentric, sociable, lovable girl I fell in love with to a total depressive, antisocial bitch.




ha. Oh how wonderful the seasons of changes are. Like a tear in the ripple of time....

Microsoft Office 2007

Hey guys, just here, testing Microsoft office 2007. There's a feature on the new Word 2007 that allows you to write your blog from it and it should post it up to whatever blog site you're registered with. So I took the liberty to see if this shit will actually work.

 

Mmm, well if this gets post that means blogging will be all the more easier, yahoo!

 

-DOm

The Artist

Damn, I really want a tablet for my pc. Why? Easy to draw and color of course! I've been lately trying to at least color stuff on the computer, such as black and white comics etc. Even doing a lil bit of my own. It's so hard however to draw on a pc with just a mouse so a tablet would drop just fine.

Now if I can only find a way to get paid for this kinda stuff. I know online there are many groups and forums where people take manga (black and white japanese comics) and scan them clean 'em up a little then color them in with photoshop etc. It's really fun. Instead of joining a club or some shit like that at school I think I'm gonna just do that with my spare time... haha. And as soon as I get this damn tablet the obsession begins!

Today was boring. Went to Belmopan (capital) for one stupid class. It's the first semester I have a class everyday of the week. It's a bit frustrating and for some messed up reason this is another class that has research and projects involved. When will this madness end? I already have a lab report due, Gah!

Ah I remember mentioning that I post Naruto episodes on YouTube. For those interested here is the link http://www.YouTube.com/ddomanickk . Subscribe if you want to be updated on when I post new episodes etc. I think I'm gonna start posting up the episodes of the animated star wars clone wars series soon. Yep uploading is a slow and frustrating process from where I am. So I tend to only post an episode a day, if I get the chance that is. Also I mainly do it between 1am - 4am, this being the time I'm up not sleeping because I'm watching X-files. I don't like to upload during the day when I'm using the net or my laptop because it slows everything up, like whats happening now.

I'm using what lil bandwith I have now to just post a entry. Oh well, some good came out of it eh? Well I think I'll call it a entry for tonight. Until next time..... seacrest out! Bahaha.

I'm Back!

It's been a while, I know. Anyhow not much has changed since the last time. My life is in a certain slump so to speak but as all slumps, they eventually pass. I've been noticing that I've increasingly been spending more and more time alone, and in front of this laptop no less. I have to find some sort of hobbie to pry me away from my mundane predictable routine of a life.

This semester of classes look like it'll be an interesting one, at first glance I though it would be easy, but with the assignments and upcoming projects I'm pretty sure it will only get harder. I can't wait 'till I reach my internship semester this January then it'll all be over! So what have I been doing lately? I've gotten very into a new anime I've known for some time about but not taken the time to bother myself with it. Now that I have however I can't get enough. Yep, Naruto... I've been downloading videos by the masses, and I've also been uploading at YouTube too. I have all the episodes in Japanese with English subtitles, and I have quite a few (probably the first 104 episodes) in English. I've only been uploading the English versions on YouTube but its been a pain, to first splice them in halves because YouTube only allows 10 mins per clip and also because my freaking Belizean internet is soooo slow it takes forever to upload them.

I've also been downloading the Manga too because the episodes even in Japanese aren't as far into the series as the Manga. Manga for you newbies is basically japanese comics.

My dog Knight is pretty much big now, my eye has a scar over it... which I've been applying medicinal stuff too so it'll fade eventually. Uh, I might have gained wait over the summer by mooching around... I'm gonna go on a diet very soon to rectify that though. Let's see what else? Uh for those that keep asking my hair is long again, prolly just as long before I shaved it, which makes me just want to shave it again too, haha.

My wardrobe has been extended to have an additional two pairs of pants, which I don't use I might add. Yep, I'm the type of guy that uses maybe one or two pants and own 7-8 dress shirts. That is about as big as my wardrobe gets. I can actually count every single piece of clothing I own with my fingers, and maybe a lil help from my toes.

These hurricanes that have been threatening to hit Belize these past weeks have been pissing me off but at the same time pleasing me?... See I like the holiday I get from school because of it, but I hate the cleaning that comes after in having to put everything you've packed back together etc. and I also hate the fact that my Xmass holidays are diminishing everytime we miss classes. I think they will no doubt remove two weeks from my vacation due to this crap. A short vacation it was already to begin with!

Hehe well I just got another message in YouTube to please post up another episode of Naruto, Gah... If only had super fast internet like in the USA. Fucking americans, they have everything easy.

P.S.- Gaara of the Desert (Kazekage) is my HERO!